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flagellajelly @ 2007-03-04T20:47:00

2007-03-05T03:11:10Z

I ate cookies today because I was pissed off at the world.
October makes me cry every time we play it.
I don't care anymore.
I can't wait to go to see my dad during spring break.
Why do I only like black, white and red?
I wish that that time..that I dropped my cell phone in a cup of iced tea..that it would've stopped working..forever.
I really really want/need a pet fish..
You don't get this entry.

:]

2007-01-15T00:24:34Z

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that it’s happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."

flagellajelly @ 2007-01-09T20:47:00

2007-01-10T02:51:05Z

"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying."

Death Cab For Cutie.

2007-01-02T23:28:55Z

The glove compartment is inaccurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all I find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When I stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head

Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.

flagellajelly @ 2006-12-17T20:31:00

2006-12-18T01:31:34Z

fuck me.

Let's conspire to re-ignite all the souls that would die just to feel alive..

2006-12-03T17:33:35Z

i love my sisters:

I love NUMBER SEVEN,
I love being able to finally relax and I love everything that winter brings..like cuddling:]

Schedule

2006-08-09T21:59:34Z

1. Banddddd
2. Spanish 3 H -Gonzales
3. Statistics AP -Thoms
4. Lunch
5. Pre Calc H D -Thompson
6. Phys 1 B AP -Gonzales
7. English 3 AP -Foerster
8. US Hist AP D -Christilles

p.s. i'm in love..

flagellajelly @ 2006-07-04T00:00:00

2006-07-05T05:10:31Z

happy birthday iandrea!

summer, much?

2006-06-08T03:45:31Z

I've had a phenomenal time since school got out. Lately I've been spending most of my time with FORMER band kids:[ and also the most amazing band council ever to exist at CHS<33. This week has definitely been a bonding experience for us and I've loved EVERY minute of it.

Drum Major camp is this weekend anddd i'm kind of excited, not gonna lie.

Yeah, there are actually a lot of REALLY important things going on, but I'm sick of trying to explain myself and of people trying to pry feelings out of me. It's like I can't take a breath without someone asking me why I did it or how i felt about it..

in spite of it all, life right now really makes up for people attempting to erase me..starting with myspace?? Grow up. THANKS, BYE!

sorry that it shows, but life ain't so bad you know..

2006-05-20T01:48:22Z

WOWOWOW.
+2ND ASSISTANT DRUM MAJOR (with the hottest head & 1st assistant since courtney and stephyy<33)
+TEETH!!!
+VICE PRESIDENT C/O 2008
[!!!!!]

Thanks so much to everyone who has helped me these past couple of weeks.
I couldn't have done it without y'all!!!
anddd as far as I'm concerned, this school year is OVER
(minus the "losing stephy to college" aspect of it:[ ).
pero GHDSFKSJD!! I can't wait 'till next year; ITS GONNA BE AMAZINGGGG!!!:]

"from the kingdom of bandland.."

2006-05-10T22:25:20Z

I can't even begin to describe how excited I am. I've never had to work so hard at anything in my LIFE, so it's really nice to know that it paid off.

I love days when I smile so much it hurts:]

flagellajelly @ 2006-04-14T19:07:00

2006-04-15T00:16:32Z

not scott hudson: "ILL NEVER BE GOOD AT ANYTHING AND IAN HATES MY VAG AND ILL ALWAYS SUCK AT FRENCH HORN AND FUCK ALGEBRA 2"
not scott hudson: "FUCK HURDLES TOO"

basically.

and i can't wait to leave all of you behind.

flagellajelly @ 2006-04-05T18:27:00

2006-04-05T23:42:39Z

I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore.

Hana no iro wa
Utsuri ni keri na

When was the last time I held you all through the night..

2006-03-20T03:32:54Z

Spring Break was hardly a "break"..

It started off with Science Fair, Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Ian and Stephen's board was hot. AND they won everything.

They even had freakin' audiences.

and it was kind of cute.

Amie owned as well. [despite what she thinks.]

My board was very Andrea...and that's all.

Sunday night I flew to my dad's house in Dallas.
It turns out he's retiring from the FBI, and also moving into a new house.
and guess what!
I "get to" miss BAND BANQUET for my dad's retirement party! yeah. great.
THUS, it was only proper that I get to run the office for a day..

or two minutes..

:]

The week went by quickly and was full of driving, yellow shoes,
getting my license, DMing [or trying to], CHRISTINA, boat rides, fishing,
and other wonderful things.

Friday morning I flew back to S.A. only to leave to AUSHTTINN for SXSW
with LILpripri, k-dogg, and ernie tats.

WE SAW JULIAN AND SALLY AND CHELSEA!

And kendall and LILpripri made love to David Melillo.

together.

MMM David Melillo.

MMM. David Melillo's friend.

HAHAH and THENN these crazy people..with hair.
[I don't even remember who they were]
:]

We drank grass.

and LILpripri tried to pick up hoes with her sex face.<333

SATURDAY NIGHT WAS SUPER.
ANATHELLO REMINDED ME OF BAND!!! [so naturally, i fell in love]
Afterward, I carried on neat band conversations with the bugle and trombone playaaas.
it was cute.<333

CIRCA SURVIVE

yeeeee...

and SAVES THE DAYYY

saved.

my.

day.

So we gradually moved our way up, kept meeting nice people [and even some hoes], tried to make the
LILpripri face [which is harder than it looks] and then ENDED UP within arms reach of..

DASHBOARD AND CHRIS CARRABBA IN THE PANTS!!!!!!!
<333

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
[okay, 2nd love of my life.]
<333

AGAIN I GO UNNOTICED

MMM

he tells jokes tooooo:]
<3

and this is where he was like "ANDREA, I LOVE YOU"

but then he was like "Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear.. SO WE CAN GET SOMEEE."

fhewlkaj AH. seriously. words can't describe..

So Spring break was full of science, disappointment, work, waking up early, family, and good music,
and EVEN THOUGH it lacked much, MUCH more,
HANDS DOWN, this was the best week I can ever remember, ALWAYS rememberr the sounddd..<333
: ]

MQS>MESTOPH

2006-02-13T04:59:37Z

yayyy!!

GPAS

Science Fair First Place Grand Prizes

3rd place swimmingness @ Regionals

A's on chemistry tests

A's on every fucking test:]

MQS & MESTOPHOLES LOVERS

Amanda's Sweet Sixteenage

and TWO WHOLE MONTHS of crazy ass mothers, DANIEL PANCHEVRE, rudolph's reindeer bell for christmas, piano playing, studying, unibrow jokes, swimming & speedos, yummy food, hot sex and me and my babyyy<333

I'm so happy I could...

2006-01-02T02:56:05Z

To put it bluntly,
new AND AMAZING friendships were made

and even more friends grew [very] distant..

but ironically enough, this year ended right back where it started;
with the people who've always mattered helping me through it..

And new lovers right behind them<33

Overall, 2005 taught me that things change[for better and for worse] and that sometimes you just have to accept things as they are--the truth hurts.
[But of course, you already knew that--I'm just slow.]
However, I couldn't have asked for a better ending to such an INSANE year,
and I want to thank everyone who made it such a memorable one[and the most memorable one yet]!!!
GOODBYE 2005 and hellooooo 2006!

EDIT!
This is simply a picture portrayal of the past year. Of course a lot of wonderful [and horrible]things happened, but if you're important enough, you already knew that I made region band, wiped out while running hurdles and other lovely things! kbyee!

flagellajelly @ 2005-12-22T12:29:00

2005-12-22T19:32:02Z

Yesterday was my 16th birthday. It was nothing short of amazing.
I spent the day with Ian watching The Grinch and being cool.
He took me to (a super perfect) dinner at the Olive Garden and then later, we went back to Ian's and met up with my lovers.

I love the LIL pri pri<333

We roasted marshmallows:]

Jocelyn. Need I say more?

SHERRIEEE aka cutie mcsexpot [looking adorable].

we tried.

Lovers & pool sticks.

That's how Zackypoo likes it:]

Josh and Amieee aka cutest people alive.

Abel. is cool.

Mitch and Hunter. are goofy.

Mark. was excited to see me.

LIL pri pri beats Zackypoo, and it's cute<3

Erin+Stephen=sex

or wait..is it Ian+Stephen= sex?

god, I love Joc<3

"HOLY TATS"

& this is an ugly picture, but he is the most amazing boy in existence<333

I couldn't have asked for a better birthday;
I have the most amazing friends in the world and life is so perfect right now.
I love you guysss:]

¡ATTENTION!

2005-12-21T01:11:44Z

Dear Everyone,
I hope you realize that tomorrow is a very important day.
Not only is it the 385th Anniversary of the Mayflower landing in Plymouth, Massachusetts,
but it is also the day of the WINTER SOLSTICE!
Who knew?!

It has been my pleasure calling this to your attention.
Have a wonderful tomorrow:]

and Cheuk and I hugged.

2005-12-12T03:26:43Z

I'll make this brief:

I totally made Region Band.
without you.
And I can't even begin to explain how positive life is looking.
I love the relationships that are growing.
I love band. I love band friends. I love friends.
I love winter and everything that comes with it.
!!!

flagellajelly @ 2005-11-30T19:34:00

2005-12-01T01:49:23Z

Thanksgiving means Dallas.

Dallas means LONG ISLAND ICED TEA<333

Long island iced tea calls for a new boatttt.

New boats are for daddys and their little girls:]

Little girls is sisterlove, talks at 3am, REGGAETON, txting each other in the same room, reminiscing about band, dawson's creek, text twist!, STEALING DADDY'S CARR, girly music, boy [+girl]talks and major missage<333

flagellajelly @ 2005-11-27T15:38:00

2005-11-27T22:55:30Z

or ERNIE'S 16ERA:]

It was Princess Sherrie, Princess Jamelyn, Princess Kendall..

Princess Amie, Princess Taylor and LIL Pri Pri...

QUEENIE, the Princesses and boys.

AND ERIN THE FUCKIN' HOTTIE MCPIMPSTRESS<333

Pri and Taylor looked PRETTY..and i still have braces...

GOTTA love ceiling mirrors..

Ryan, Kendall and her deuces, and QUEENIE ERNIE

Ernie and her husband, 'Shnookums'.

Taylor and LIL Pri Pri in their natural state.

and Aushtin and Bart= lovers fo life.

I FUCKIN' LOVE MARIACHIS.

Melsey and Urrica. Cutest girls ever.

HAHAHA. Pri and I had hot dates:]

Zackypoo had so much fun he couldn't contain himself.

GBILY wore a sweater:]

and they're just cute..especially when Zackypoo pretends to slit his wrists..

mhm.

A couple o' thugs.. if you didn't see them dance, you definitely missed out<333

We all know how Zack likes it..

and last, but not least, my favorite picture of the night:] hahaha<3

We ghetto danced, we laughed, we cried and we were dressed up like girls,
but most importantly,
we celebrated ERIN's sixteen years of sweetness!!!
WE LOVE YOU ERNIEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY<333

flagellajelly @ 2005-11-09T18:15:00

2005-11-10T00:37:47Z

So Kendall was like "Hey it's my birthday, let's go to Deathcab," and everyone was like "OKAY!"

Priscila tried to do homework...and that didn't work out too well.

Erin's a cutie and this is Pri's "GOD, I WANT YOU" face:]

my cute ass bitches.

I loveeeeee

them.

Kendall in Ern's glasses and Austin...in Austin.

STARZZZ.

DEATH CAB

It was hot, it was sweaty, IT WAS PERFECT<3

flagellajelly @ 2005-10-02T00:31:00

2005-10-02T05:33:36Z

So the band is finally pulling it together. It's neat knowing that we don't completely suck.

What? We're hardcore? Yeah, I know.

shittt, look at those lines.

GOTTA love it.

"Impeccable"

It's hard not to love them... even the fuckin' obnoxious ones.

This really was a kind of "letting you know i'm still alive" post.
The next time I'm in a crappy mood, I'll be sure to post something real. kgreat.

flagellajelly @ 2005-08-09T15:48:00

2005-08-09T20:55:07Z

Don't ask me again.

Band- Kuentz
Chemistry 1 H- Fuller
World History AP- Baucum
Speech- Garcia (1st sem.) Health- Perez (2nd sem.)
Lunch (sucksuckfucksucksuck)
English 2 H- Blooming
Spanish 2 H- Molina
Algebra 2 H- Morton

flagellajelly @ 2005-08-06T12:19:00

2005-08-06T17:38:13Z

Alright, so to say the least, I am the weakest person I know, physically and mentally. I have absolutely no will power whatsoever. Cross country beats the living fuck out of me; no joke. I don't like it, nor do i think I ever will. And honestly, I just wanted to pick it up so I could be in shape when track season comes around, but I've never done anything I sucked so badly at in my life; I don't even know if I can stand being so terrible at cross country until the season is over.

Complain. Complain. Complain.