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[04 Mar 2007|08:47pm]
[ music | eric whitacre ]

I ate cookies today because I was pissed off at the world.
October makes me cry every time we play it.
I don't care anymore.
I can't wait to go to see my dad during spring break.
Why do I only like black, white and red?
I wish that that time..that I dropped my cell phone in a cup of iced tea..that it would've stopped working..forever.
I really really want/need a pet fish..
You don't get this entry.

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:] [14 Jan 2007|06:19pm]
[ music | Snow Patrol ]

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that it’s happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."

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[09 Jan 2007|08:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Tegan and Sara- Where Does The Good Go? ]

"A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow, he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying."

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Death Cab For Cutie. [02 Jan 2007|06:28pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Title and Registration ]

The glove compartment is inaccurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all I find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When I stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head

Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.

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[17 Dec 2006|08:31pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | The Juliana Theory ]

fuck me.

Let's conspire to re-ignite all the souls that would die just to feel alive.. [03 Dec 2006|12:33pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | The Postal Service and #45 ]

i love my sisters:






I love NUMBER SEVEN,
 I love being able to finally relax and I love everything that winter brings..like cuddling:]

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Schedule [09 Aug 2006|04:53pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | CHSband. ]

1. Banddddd
2. Spanish 3 H -Gonzales
3. Statistics AP -Thoms
4. Lunch
5. Pre Calc H D -Thompson
6. Phys 1 B AP -Gonzales
7. English 3 AP -Foerster
8. US Hist AP D -Christilles

p.s. i'm in love..

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[04 Jul 2006|12:00am]

happy birthday iandrea!

summer, much? [07 Jun 2006|09:48pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

I've had a phenomenal time since school got out. Lately I've been spending most of my time with FORMER band kids:[ and also the most amazing band council ever to exist at CHS<33.  This week has definitely been a bonding experience for us and I've loved EVERY minute of it.

Drum Major camp is this weekend anddd i'm kind of excited, not gonna lie.

Yeah, there are actually a lot of REALLY important things going on, but I'm sick of trying to explain myself and of people trying to pry feelings out of me. It's like I can't take a breath without someone asking me why I did it or how i felt about it..

in spite of it all, life right now really makes up for people attempting to erase me..starting with myspace?? Grow up. THANKS, BYE!

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sorry that it shows, but life ain't so bad you know.. [19 May 2006|08:15pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | HAPPY THINGSGSGSGS ]

WOWOWOW.
+2ND ASSISTANT DRUM MAJOR (with the hottest head & 1st assistant since courtney and stephyy<33)
+TEETH!!!
+VICE PRESIDENT C/O 2008
[!!!!!]



Thanks so much to everyone who has helped me these past couple of weeks. 
I couldn't have done it without y'all!!!
anddd as far as I'm concerned, this school year is OVER 
(minus the "losing stephy to college" aspect of it:[ ).
pero GHDSFKSJD!! I can't wait 'till next year; ITS GONNA BE AMAZINGGGG!!!:]

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"from the kingdom of bandland.." [10 May 2006|05:16pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | THE ROCKET SUMMER ]

I can't even begin to describe how excited I am. I've never had to work so hard at anything in my LIFE, so it's really nice to know that it paid off.

I love days when I smile so much it hurts:]

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[14 Apr 2006|07:07pm]
[ music | the juliana theory ]

not scott hudson: "ILL NEVER BE GOOD AT ANYTHING AND IAN HATES MY VAG AND ILL ALWAYS SUCK AT FRENCH HORN AND FUCK ALGEBRA 2"  
not scott hudson: "FUCK HURDLES TOO"  

basically.

and i can't wait to leave all of you behind.

[05 Apr 2006|06:27pm]
[ music | Anathallo ]

I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore.

Hana no iro wa
Utsuri ni keri na


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When was the last time I held you all through the night.. [19 Mar 2006|08:58pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Saves The Day ]



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MQS>MESTOPH [12 Feb 2006|10:40pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | IANNN ]

yayyy!!

  • GPAS
  • Science Fair First Place Grand Prizes
  • 3rd place swimmingness @ Regionals
  • A's on chemistry tests
  • A's on every fucking test:]
  • MQS & MESTOPHOLES LOVERS
  • Amanda's Sweet Sixteenage
  • and TWO WHOLE MONTHS of crazy ass mothers, DANIEL PANCHEVRE, rudolph's reindeer bell for christmas, piano playing, studying, unibrow jokes, swimming & speedos, yummy food, hot sex and me and my babyyy<333






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    I'm so happy I could... [01 Jan 2006|08:16pm]
    [ mood | chipper ]
    [ music | I Can Make a Mess- So I Decided to Give Myself A Reason ]

    2005 was eventful..to say the least.. )

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    [22 Dec 2005|12:29pm]

    !!! )

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    ¡ATTENTION! [20 Dec 2005|06:35pm]
    [ mood | bouncy ]
    [ music | Róisín Murphy- Ruby Blue [Grey's Anatomy] ]

    Dear Everyone,
    I hope you realize that tomorrow is a very important day.
    Not only is it the 385th Anniversary of the Mayflower landing in Plymouth, Massachusetts,
    but it is also the day of the WINTER SOLSTICE!
    Who knew?!

    It has been my pleasure calling this to your attention.
    Have a wonderful tomorrow:]

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    and Cheuk and I hugged. [11 Dec 2005|09:17pm]
    [ mood | ecstatic/optimistic ]
    [ music | 104!!! and The Rocket Summer<33 ]

    I'll make this brief:

    I totally made Region Band.
    without you.
    And I can't even begin to explain how positive life is looking.
    I love the relationships that are growing.
    I love band. I love band friends. I love friends.
    I love winter and everything that comes with it.
    !!!

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    [30 Nov 2005|07:34pm]
    [ music | REGGAETON ]

    Sisterlove )

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